Admin Current Status:6/7/2013 ~LenTheDragonMaster~

The shy is gray, looks like it's gonna rain. It's as cloudy as my mind. One drop fell to the ground. Is it from the sky or my eye? It doesn't matter. (...I don't wanna know) Without an umbrella, I'm standing like a lonesome drowned rat. Sound of rain is ringing and it's killing my existance. Stop it, Stop it, I hope the rain stops soon. Or I'm gonna break down. I cried, I cried, no more tears are left. Even so, I'm still all wet.... I'm cold. Not knowing my feelings, you say "Good morning." with a bright smile as usual. Tommorow, and the day after that, and the day after that... It's no more than a greeting. It huts me badly, I can say it's deadly as a lethal weapon. .....You know that? You have a gaze at him, not me. I've always loved your smiles. But I hate to see you smiling now....why? Psychotic, Psychotic, I've got a psychotic mind. I'm so psychotic that I'm gonna vanish to thin air. It hurts, It hurts, my head hurts. Isn't it ludicrous? I love you deadly. I'm scared of myself. Let me go asap, I wanna be relieved. Somebody's voice is echoing in my head. "Well, why don't you finish it off?" Impulse, Impulse, I'm having a strong impulse. I feel my heartbeat quicken, It's unbelievably noisy. Stop it, stop it, let it go, asap. Let me go, finish me off with your hands right now....please. It stopped, it stopped, no more voice I hear. Me in your eyes freaks me out. Why? What is this? What happened? It can't be. I see nothing but a bloody world, I must be insane.... Help me!